Feelin' it.

It has hard to believe that three...four?...years ago I felt like hell all the time. Hell like I can't describe. The worst part is that I didn't even know I felt like hell. I thought it was normal to feel like a log, like your feet are made of anvils, that I had some weird yawning disorder, that I was just one of those people who sleep all the time.

Well, I am finally recovered from my recent "glutening" and it feels wonderful. I feel strong, healthy, and determined, and most of all THANKFUL.

So, today went well. I didn't eat exceptionally well and I didn't get to the gym. But, I didn't blow it either. I got everything done on my list, and enjoyed an amazing fresh juice from Whole Foods. I've got my food for my road trip tomorrow, and I am happy.

That's all that matters really, isn't it?

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Seven months later...

...and what the WHAT?!?

I have not changed one iota from my last post. Actually, I've gotten worse. Weight has gone up five pounds and I'm not working out.

WELL. We'll just have to see about this.

This week I suffered a terribly gluten reaction. I haven't experienced pain and mental fatigue to that degree in a long, long time.

The good part about going through it, though, is that it makes my inner hippie come screaming out. I want to eat good, meditate, dance in the rain, and grow food. I want to be a vegetarian for a few days. I want to cook, clean, purge, organize. I actually love this feeling.

So, I'm going to plan out my next moves. But first, meditation.

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